Been married to my husband for 21 years (since 1995) and he is the most amazing and caring man I have ever met. He is my soul mate.... and I am not exaggerating.
I have two teenage boys (in 2016) Oldest son is 17 and youngest is 15 years old. They are wonderful young men. Handsome, helpful, caring, intelligent and I am the luckiest mum in the world to have them in my life.
I lost 42 kgs (92 lbs) from 2005 to 2008 and it was an amazing time and I met some lovely people and some others as well (but not going in to that)
Then I went in to depression when my mum found out she had diabetes and she was not well for some time and time spent on losing weight went on looking after her.
I went through anxiety and was constantly worried she was going to die (She was 78 years old then).
It was the worst thing I had ever done to myself. I had stopped caring and just thought I would never gain the weight back. I stopped going out and stopped talking to people and just worked and worked and spent time with my family. But I could have spent better time with my family but losing the weight.
So here I am again losing the weight again and blogging again to lose this weight and stuff everyone else..... if they are positive then all good but if there are going to be negative people bringing me down.... well I am not going to deal with it.
Above picture is of my 17 year old, my 15 year old, my hubby and me. December 2016 it was taken and this is the biggest I am going to ever be. I am going to lose this weight. I know the photo doesn't show it..... but to me it does.
December 2016 I was at a work function (excuse the wig (green hair) but I hate my body.... gained too much and 145 kgs is not good. I don't want to be this weight anymore.
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